Thursday, 13 June 2013

About the fears, reluctances and chains that won't go away!

Minions! My only spaces of ultimate freedom, I come to you scared. While we spend our lives fearing worst case scenarios.. it is in fact the things that we already know that could have immense power over us and within seconds could run us to the ground cowering! Even at the very moment we think we're on top of the world old ingrained chains pull us right into the mud again. Every cell in me is shivering in alarm of undefined consequences, almost as though if I only loosened up a minuscule bit they will burst in escape in a hundred different directions and I will be no more... so I grip me tighter. Sometimes it feels as if the only safe place is inside, so I imagine me going into myself in a crescendo that would only lead to self doom till the exhaustion from the image drains the adrenaline. Sometimes even that wont do... fear is a strong cage minions and I need out! Minions, dispel my chains so I can run in joy rather than fear, and back me firmer so I won't turn back.... it is with faith in you that I jump into the fray again.  

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